Where am I?

Where am I?
What am I doing with my life?
Is this what I was destined to do?
What about the thousand million dreams?
Is this my true calling?
Is this it?



The truth is I myself don't know the answer to these questions.
I've never felt so stupid and dumb. It feels as if the entire world is moving and i'm just fixed, rooted to my position. Even if I move, it's not in the direction my heart wants to.


Hell, I'm confused. It's not even funny this time.

I bought My Corby Again!!

Finally, I bought my darling phone back. The love of my life.

I'd lost my Corby touch 4 months ago, someone else lost it for me actually.

I saved my ass off for it, and bought it again. I'm so happy. My pretty touch phone.
It's so cute with the comic sans style fonts and stuff. It's just so me.

I will never let you out of my sight. :)

It comes with 5 panels. COLOURFUL! :D

<3>

Du Hast Mich :D

Devilish angel,

Unperturbed by my notions, you

Hopped into my life.

Amazed I was, because

Secrets I was pouring,

Time and again, unto you.

Magic, nothing less,

I never thought I would be,

Caught by your

Hazardous demeanor.

Hey blaaaaaaackcurrant, that's for you. =))

Maa

Happy Mother's Day Mumma. :) I Couldn't go beyond Maa for the title of the poem, because that's what she is to me, my Maa! :)

(For the uninitiated, Maa is the Hindi word for Mother)

Running down,

Wailing aloud,

My foot bleeding,

In and out.

You felt faint,

But my mother,

You still caught me around.

Picture pretty,

Beautiful princess,

You kept me prim and proper,

Perhaps sacrificing

Your own desires.

Shouted on me,

Sometimes slapped me,

For I got a zero,

I failed you,

I do realise,

But it wasn't all intentional.

102 , 103, 104 degrees,

You sat by my side,

All through it,

Fanning me as I slept,

Caressing me as I wept.

Even though I never say it,

In my heart it's embedded,

I love you mom,

And I don't think,

Moms get better than this! :D

Thank you Jaideep for the motivation and the inspiration. If I could I'd dedicate this to you, but it would be funny if I do. :D :)

xox