Lost Identity

And, I thought,

I'd finally found my call,

Magically, as if, I'd unearthed,

My truest form.

And, it was crazy,

Everything fell into place,

It was just the beginning,

But, I was already so content.

And, You raised the bars,

The confidence and the expectations,

You made me believe,

I wasn't dumb, after all.

And, you wrapped me in love,

Lauded me with appreciation,

Made me fly high, above et al,

Even when I was scared to fall.

And, you taught me,

To spread my tiny wings,

Fly, explore the blue sky,

To touch the depth of vast seas.

And, then you crushed it all,

Broke it, crumbled my tiny wall,

I was defenseless, it was wrong,

You burned away our beautiful bond.

And, Yet again,

I am lost,

Loveless, faithless, you trashed it all,

Hope you are happy,

Coz' that's what you wanted,

To leave me crying,

And celebrate my fall.

And you've undoubtedly suceeded,

You've snatched my happiness,

You've shattered my soul,

I have lost my identity,

Forever and for all.