Superficial? Not?

Doesn't sound like I'm too happy right? Guess what, I guess I am not. I'm just too peturbed and deep into thoughts!

Somethings which haunt me like nobody's business are creeping me out. I believe it's all superficial..

Or sometimes it's not..

• Friendship - Overrated? Not? I don't know is the answer I get when I ask this to myself.
• Love - Damn, is it ever always perfectly true? :|
• Happiness - what exactly does it signify?
• Depression - What is the extent of it?
• Trust - is it always soul connected?

I feel so stupid sometimes when I start wondering about all the things, emotions prevalent in our lives..

And to think, that they consume the better of us..

and it all boils down to one thing..

Why?!

Burp.

Oh My God. I ate so much today. SO much. I still think that I'm going to burst. After 3 hours of eating. I had pasta with white sauce with white wine, mushrooms, sun dried tomatoes and olives, AND cheese.

And then I had,

* drum-rolls*

Double Oreo Delight. Bam! It's so chocolaty that you'd not have chocolate for a year. It's laced with chocolate sauce and chocolate Oreo ice cream and pieces of Oreo biscuits! Delightful. Heavenly.

I don't know why I eat so much! But I loved it. Hahaha.

Still I can't stop fantasizing about food. I guess that's just a part of the foodaholic I am. :) I'm sooo so in love with food. :P

Did I hear somebody call me shallow?

Well, food has a deeper meaning than just sustainment. ;) You lowly souls wouldn't understand the true bond between food and me. :P :P :D

Going for Dinner,

Miss Sunshine

Sleepover!

Wikipedia defines a sleepover as:

"A sleepover, also known as a pajama party or a slumber party is a party most commonly held by children or teenagers, where a guest or guests are invited to stay overnight at the home of a friend. "

=))

I'm gonna have one tonight, at my plaaaaaaace. I don't know why am I so excited. It's not my first! :P Generally. ;)

It'll be awessssome. Hope so. =))

We're gonna bitch,talk,gossip, have fun, play, fight, and perhaps sleep. haha.

The best thing?

The unexplainable bonding! :)

Like Always

For the thousandth time in the day, Ananya picked up her cellphone and dialed the number she knew so well, that she could recite it even when she was fast asleep.

And like the past nine hundred and ninety nine times, she cut the call.

It was the clearest of all the clear blue mornings, the sun was just barely peeking out and there was just a slight breeze. In short, a perfect day.

For anyone but Ananya Arora. She was sitting cross-legged, by the window side, blinking back her tears, trying to absorb the gravity of the situation, of the promise she had made to herself. The promise to not sit back and watch how everyone she ever loved or cared about came and just carelessly trampled and walked all over her. She had finally, after nineteen years of her morbid life finally promised to take charge. Finally. To control the situations that affected her. Repeatedly and deeply.

And calling Vivek was just one of the many things she had to do to achieve her goal.Yet, she had failed again. Just like the past nineteen years, she was on the verge of letting herself down.

Even as her mind was constantly nagging her to pick up the phone , and make that important call, her heart wanted to amend that well rehearsed conversation to make it less hurtful for both of them. Even if, deep inside she knew that however she modified it, the blunt truth would never change. That if she didn’t do it this time, she wouldn’t be able to do it ever again. That she’ll be misused yet again.

Slowly, testing each centimeter of the well worn wooden floor, she got up. Determined to tell Vivek about the billion incidents, fellings, outbursts, emotions that she had bottled up inside her for so long. She picked up her phone and was staring at the tiny lighted screen…

Her phone rang.

Her heart quivered. It was Vivek. She picked up the call and placed the phone next to her ear, to follow the conversation.

Vivek: I won the match babaaaay!

Ananya: Congrats, Viv..

Vivek: You okay? You sound.. Faraway..!

Ananya: …Yes.. I am..alright.. I guess..

Vivek: Okay, so it was such a fast paced match, An! You should have been there! I mean I thought we were so going to lose.. Can you believe? I mean the other team was thrashing us… “

And yet again, she slipped into the painful oblivion, promising herself yet again, to tell him the next time.

Like always.

Puff! I Hate The Heat!

It's so hot. That too so suddenly, I mean I was wearing my warm cozy woolies till 4 weeks ago, and now all I can think about it having a bath all day long. I hate the dry, hot summers. All you can think about is bathing , sipping cold drinks, and not smelling like a pig! UGH! And summers make you look fat! :(

Your hair is like straw, skin is peeling like snake skin.. I know you got my point.

DAMN! I am so pissed at the moment! :(

If I Were..

If I were a month, I’d be February.

If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday.

If I were a time of day, I’d be 23:00..

If I were a season, I’d be Winter.

If I were a planet, I’d be Pluto.

If I were a sea animal, I’d be a Shark.

If I were a direction, I’d be South.

If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Couch.

If I were a liquid, I’d be Wine.

If I were a tree, I’d be a Fruit Tree.

If I were a tool, I’d be the Plier.

If I were a flower, I’d be an Orchid.

If I were an element, I’d be Platinum.

If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Amethyst.

If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a Windy Breeze.

If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Drum.

If I were a color, I’d be Purple/Green/Blue.

If I were an emotion, I’d be Love.

If I were a fruit, I’d be a Strawberry.

If I were a sound, I’d be a Horn.

If I were a car, I’d be a Nano!

If I were a material, I’d be Cotton.

If I were a food, I’d be Gol Gappas.

If I were a taste, I’d be Salty.

If I were a scent, I’d be Cherry Blossom.

If I were an object, I’d be a Pen.

If I were a song, I’d be Truly Madly Deeply.

If I were a body part, I’d be the Fingers.

If I were a place, I’d be India.

If I were a facial expression, I’d be a Smile.

If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be a pair of Converse

It Ain't Easy.

It ain't easy

to let you go,

Knowing you'll

never be back.

Seeing you smile

without me,

It breaks my

heart everytime.

Skipping, hopping,

you seem so happy,

While all I seem

to do is cry.

Wish I could

run away,

Wish I could

just disappear.

Wish you'd never

been so nice to me,

Wish you'd never

taught me to love.

A Cute Message..

Got this as a text message, thought I'd share it with you all. :)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down, probably will.

You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts.

You'll fight with your best friends or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.

So take a lot of pictures, laugh like there's no tomorrow, forgive freely and love like you've never been hurt.

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.

Just live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak put, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, be a flirt and smile until your face hurts.

Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love, and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back..!

Truly touched me. :)